Friday, March 6, 2009
so long since i came back to my blog
i've change my l0v3st0ries to l0v3st0ri3s because i don't feel like updating anymore
BUT just only a week passed after i change the link, i saw Jeslin's blog have my latest link. hahas.
im kinda surprise on how she get the link because i didn't told anyone about it.
&i keep forget to ask her. haha.
since im updating my blog i wanna use this opportunity to wish all the January, February&March Babies: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" (:haha. although i know is super duper late to wish for January&February babiesbut chi dao hao guo mei dao(although late but better than nothing: if i not wrong. =X )
i know that not everyone know that i changed to this link but i wanna share my thinking to you guys.
Firstly, for my 4sisters(StephanieTan, PaulineChoo, PeiYing&Esther Choo):
Still remember our Secondary One days? It was filled with sad and funny memories, uh? (: Ever since i changed my class from NT to NA. we're still good friends and hanging around in Jurong Point after school we always sitting in 5 head KFC, MAC, Jurong Point B1 and a lots of places laughing with our endless jokes.
&as years passed by, our relationship become closer just like sisters even thought we have small quarrels between us before
but we're back as one again.& Whenever we have any problems, we shared & we will solve problems together. &Squeezed our brain juice just to help each other.
Thank you so much for waiting me to end my lessons for years even you all end lessons much earlier.
Thank you for every understanding and laughter that you all given me. im glad that i know you all in Fuhua.
Times really flies so fast that this year will be the 6th years since we knew each other&for Esther is the 7th years. Now, all of us studying in different courses in different places. the chances of meeting up is lesser.
We will be busying with our own school and personal stuffs, thus the communication between us also reduced.
I understand that people will change as days passes by and everyone have their own life to live. all i can say is that i miss you all so much. &i've a lots of unspoken words wanted to share with you all but sometimes is just hard to come out from my mouth.
Pauline&Stephanie might noticed that sometimes i can't catch their jokes anymore. I'm sorry.
BUT no matter what, sisters are forever sisters, nothing will change. i love everyone of you all.
hopefully you all will be happy as before & we will have a meet up soon. SEE YA (:
Secondly, the babes(XiaoQian, Jeslin, XinTian, HuiHui, Lilian, StephanieLim):
Initally, Qiyin was also one of the babes yet something happened & she left.
Thanks Qiyin, i know XiaoQian&Jeslin when i was Secondary 3. In the beginning, i don't dare to talk to them because i find them hard to talk with =X
they give me an picture of "They've their ideas of what to do and what not to do&cannot de shui them." haha.
I know them 3years actually yet from secondary 3-4, we're really CLASSMATES only. haha.
why i say that is because we only talk in class if possible & not really heart to heart talk.
when the bell rang, we walked different ways & we didnt contact.
until Sec5, besides knowing XiaoQian&Jeslin better, i also glad to know Xintian.HuiHui, Lilian&StephanieLim. all of them except me know each other for 5years.
Therefore, i felt left out & like a stranger to them.
Because i didn't know their past & they didn't share with me much with their lifestyles. i also didn't asked much just that i always don't know what is going on. hahas.
thats why they always say i blur =X
slowly slowly, after 2nd semster of school, im much closer with them.
at that time, i am very happy because im not left out anymore. haha.
but i didnt told them about it. When i was with them, we played a lots of fun along the corridoor&toilet.
understand their charater more and we talked a lots compare to the past.
i do treasure the times with them as we went through ups and downs together.
patch back the conflicts among us & play together. i found that even since we gradurated from Fuhua Secondary School
there are some conflicts started among us again.
i know that our babes group is quite large thus sometimes we will neglected some or unhappy with some.
but why are we thinking about the past of the bad memories rather than happy memories?
we shared our thoughts to each other & do some own reflection.
all i want is in a group of friends.
Like what Jeslin's mom said " when you and her become a friend is already a fate. Don't separate because of small matters." I agree with this. But this also need two persons to understand it. Is hard to control everything
i dare to touch my heart & say " in the past, i never used fake heart to treat you all & till now no matter how bad our relationship turns, i will still treasure you all as the babes i love"
♥Just the way she is 8:10 PM
