it's exam period starting from last week
i don't have time to online too ):
im busy through studying and making me so tired
well, ii should post those photos during xiaoqian's birthday
&other days that i was hanging out with my friends
but im lazy to load those photos up here
maybe till the 'O' level is end, i will update my blog more frequently.

anyone understand what is true friend?
I TELL YOU, true friends can always be your side
they will use their sincere hearts to treat you and they will understand you
no matter how many friends that your true friends know,
they're still your TRUE AND CLOSE FRIENDS
the friendship will not change between one another
unless they choose to leave you when you really hurt their hearts
so please think how you treat your friends in the past and reflet yourself.
treat them good as they do (:

I just speaking out my mind here.

&mean no offence
i don't bother who will be reading it & giving any comments.
this is my blog & i have right to write anything i want except against laws.
it's about years that i've been realise something along the way without speaking it out.

in the past, when I am not close with Jeslin, XiaoQian, Lilian, Xintian, HuiHui, StephanieLim&Joleen, i always wonder what make you guys to be quarrelling?
even till now, im still thinking.
I didn't ask so much about you guys personal life because I believe that you guys will say out if you want.
I really try not to give any temper even i don't like it.
it is NOT i don't care about you guys or don't treasure this friendship.
It just that i don't want to make small little things into a unhappy quarrelling
sometimes, things and places that talks among you guys, I don't understand and seldom ask
THE reason is I really don't know and have NOTHING to chat about
I may not be a good listener or friend that you all do not wish to talk to
i realise that we don't share everything among us.
everyone is different & we have different thoughts
it's the charater that will lead to some quarreling
I will say some comments if i don't like the ways but i NEVER criticize others.
I also don't wish to hurt anyone & just speaking out my words
ii will give hint to that person about the way she did that were wrong
if she didnt get it, I just let you be.
I will not be as close as before when you're too far

sometimes, i really appreciate to have you guys around me.
whether we are happy or sad, we're still as a group
since school reopen, we have been together.
&i realise that nobody really understand me.
I just want to have friends together who are happy
i also will find myself as stranger between you guys but i didnt say anything out
i really do treasure you guys & try to maintain a friendship

if you DONT like me, just tell me
ii really don't mind of listening to true words
time really can understand a person true colour
i rather be alone than wearing a fake mask from now onwards

THOSE are my feeling and no offence.
i may be wrong, but this is my thinking and my feeling
we're in a group&do you understand what is group?
group refer one untied people and share everything among us
why can't we just be together? I really don't understand.

i can't see the togetherness in us

mistakes can be forgiven
a lier can be forgiven
but i dont forgive people who are two-headed snake
I really hate it

&the time have show that i trust the wrong person
thats why I choose to leave you
i HATE you lots, bastard!

i really don't like to use bitch or bastard to name others
but I REALLY REALLY hate that bastard.
&this is said by the person, so i've nothing wrong to name (:

i understand huihui's meaning in her blog already.
I will wake up from beautiful dream one day
&now, i have finally woke up and found the ugly side of the world

my mum told me, 行的镇，做的稳。

i not trying to make any attention or saying one person or whatever

there is no conflict but just writing all these out is just showing my views

so dont wu hui&dont ask me what happen (:

it's not just between us who not sharing things and had different thoughts.
look at the world, some countries are like this that leads to conflicts
what points for making us so suffer?
ONLY unhappiness will be the result!!
i've enough of it & I just want a peace